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Dec. 18th, 2007 08:18 pmHello out there, anyone who's listening :)
It's been soooooo long since I last posted, so here's life since september .
No supplementary job yet, I try not to think about it too hard and just keep trying to get something-anything- from cleaning to training, I've had interviews, but it's just not happening (always the second choice, always the - you interviewed really well but.......).
I am just coping with input from a little private tuition and occasional invigilation, but the credit card is getting hammered and I can't keep doing this.
It's such a shame. i love the Manchester job with a passion. But pretty soon something has to give.....
There's still no b/g f in my life. For varying reasons I can see why this is a state of affairs likely to persist. It's on the cold days when I want to walk with someone's hand in mine I feel it most. But i'm not an easy person to want to be with, or sometimes, to be around.
There are people in whom I am interested, but they value my friendship too much. Which is a cipher for 'I really really don't fancy you in the least'. Meh. Still, there's no one around to complain that I spend time writing dodgy Doctor Who porn for my own enjoyment :)
There has been random sex, but it's mostly been quite dull. Apart from the guy with angina, which was just a bit worrying.
Still I have good friends and the occasional in joke and fannish random conversations with them that make my diaphragm hurt. i had a fun time reffing at Serenity Larp. Made me miss running my own games somewhat........
I am planning on using my much spare time to make more vids, as I find it therapeutic. :)
It's the Solstice on Friday and I'm having my usual party, it looks like many people will be coming and I have laid in some special booze. So I'm really looking forward to it. Once that and new year are out of the way i need to seriously review the job situation but I am giving me a few weeks of not thinking about it. I am going to be on my own far too much over the next two weeks to risk thinking about that.
It's been soooooo long since I last posted, so here's life since september .
No supplementary job yet, I try not to think about it too hard and just keep trying to get something-anything- from cleaning to training, I've had interviews, but it's just not happening (always the second choice, always the - you interviewed really well but.......).
I am just coping with input from a little private tuition and occasional invigilation, but the credit card is getting hammered and I can't keep doing this.
It's such a shame. i love the Manchester job with a passion. But pretty soon something has to give.....
There's still no b/g f in my life. For varying reasons I can see why this is a state of affairs likely to persist. It's on the cold days when I want to walk with someone's hand in mine I feel it most. But i'm not an easy person to want to be with, or sometimes, to be around.
There are people in whom I am interested, but they value my friendship too much. Which is a cipher for 'I really really don't fancy you in the least'. Meh. Still, there's no one around to complain that I spend time writing dodgy Doctor Who porn for my own enjoyment :)
There has been random sex, but it's mostly been quite dull. Apart from the guy with angina, which was just a bit worrying.
Still I have good friends and the occasional in joke and fannish random conversations with them that make my diaphragm hurt. i had a fun time reffing at Serenity Larp. Made me miss running my own games somewhat........
I am planning on using my much spare time to make more vids, as I find it therapeutic. :)
It's the Solstice on Friday and I'm having my usual party, it looks like many people will be coming and I have laid in some special booze. So I'm really looking forward to it. Once that and new year are out of the way i need to seriously review the job situation but I am giving me a few weeks of not thinking about it. I am going to be on my own far too much over the next two weeks to risk thinking about that.
